her heart is probably smashed into three-thousand little pieces..

..and that the only way to fix it would be to get a brand new heart.

Instead she just wears a heart-shaped sticker on the left side of

her shirt, and smiles because stickers are replaceable.

from "Afterthought" by Miss-Deathwish

fuck, ma oleks peaaegu ära lämbunud. (vahel on ohtlik üksi elada. kui ma ikka põrandal maas tõmbleks praegu, siis vist ikka kiirabi kutsuda ei saaks.) :D:D

aga see selleks.

Ema ei jäta mind üldse rahule. koguaeg käib pinda, et mai söö üldse. mis mõttes nagu?? söön juuu.

okey, jah, mai söö just kõige tervislikumalt(kui ma üksi olen) aga hea et ma üldse midagi söön..vahel. :D

laupäeval käisin Koidul, tädi sünnal. nalja sai parajalt ja lõbus oli. ainult ema ja sugulane olid puudu. deem, how much i love my family, i'm so grateful i have them in my life.

but sometimes it breaks my heart that i don't have any siblings.

Riinal on vedanud, ta õde ja vend on super lahedad inimesed.

Dear Amelia

I know you won't listen to

me anymore and you

have nothing left to say.

You sit there against the

wall with your marble

eyes wide open and looking

at nothing. Did you do

that on purpose?

Your wrists have red ribbons

decorating them and

crimson blooms to life

while you are withering away.

They are coming to put you

in a black bodybag and

take you away.

As you're laying in that coffin

your beauty is unnatural and

not a single flower could

compete with you.

But when they're lowering

you to the earth everything

is suddenly wrong.

Your wish was to become

ashes-to-ashes-dust-to-dust

so you could be beautiful

forever, but now all i can

think of is how you will rot

and worms will eat your

beauty away until you're

nothing more than ugly

broken bones.

They never did listen to you,

even when you were still

alive.

Now they would give the

world to hear but a word

from you...

But you have spoken your

words and now you lay in

silence forever.

random.

.....i was bored.

minu 'writing' teemaks on praegu "beauty and death"

or something along the lines.